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Posted by: thelustpoet on: May 5, 2009

I’ve grown tired and grown weary Untrusting and unreliable Holding everything I love so dearly At arms length Making me feel cold and hard, Unattainable at best I can’t imagine why you wouldn’t want me I’m just trying to be sincere I’m so sated in my pleasure When you kiss me and hold me in [...]

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Posted by: thelustpoet on: May 5, 2009

I hate myself for this I hate how I feel when I’m with you I hate this double life I seem to be living Boy I hate everything you do. When you walk into the room, I hate the way I look at you I hate the way I can’t stop staring Boy I hate [...]

Alcoholic

Posted by: thelustpoet on: May 5, 2009

Your mouth speaks words I fail to understand.  The fucking stench from your breath reeks as I pass you.  I pass you always in fear.  My knuckles white and tight with anger, ready to backhand any part of you that rubs me the wrong way.  My nostrils still consumed by your alcoholic wave of breathe, [...]

Summer Girl

Posted by: thelustpoet on: May 4, 2009

Rolling Stones Pass that joint Sundress swirling Music blarring Fire smoke droning Lips meeting Pass that beer Dancing Floating Swirling beat Make love to me Thin strap sandals Money in my pocket Holding hands Sun sweating Eyes colliding Pass that joint (C)MS 2009

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Posted by: thelustpoet on: May 4, 2009

And then I dreamt of you Lucidly and all alone I was in such a state of intoxication That I felt the dream waft In and out of me My spinning head dropping Ten thousand miles down to Meet your eyes And there you were With such a grin tugging at the corners Of your [...]

Day Two

Posted by: thelustpoet on: May 2, 2009

Well day two is here, I made it through, but yes, I admit I slipped up and called you during the day just to hear the sound of your voice. It’s really pathetic I know this. I’m sorry. I’m so thankful you didn’t answer and even more thankful that you don’t have caller display. It’s [...]

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Posted by: thelustpoet on: May 1, 2009

I had to start a new blog because my stupid ex found the old one. . .all of my writing is supposed to be for my eyes and the general publics eyes only, not for my family and friends. So if you think you know who I am, e-mail me, lol, if you think you know [...]

Suicide

Posted by: thelustpoet on: May 1, 2009

I commited suicide today Took a walk down by the river Saw depressing shades of grey I couldn’t take my eyes off of it The way it moved and flowed Away from me. . .and you. I decided it would be nice, To go for a ride downstream So I tore all of my clothes [...]

Day One

Posted by: thelustpoet on: May 1, 2009

I hate this game, and I hate thinking about you all the time. Your in the flavor of my morning caffeine, your the face I look for everywhere I go.  Your the reason why I feel like dancing, the reason I feel like cleaning, and the reason I bought the George Foreman grill I now have [...]

Damn Lyrics By Leanne Rimes

Posted by: thelustpoet on: May 1, 2009

You and I… There you go again when ya’ Rub up against my skin I have to catch my breathe I begin to sweat Oh.. Lips tracin’ down my neck And it’s scaring me to death How’d you learn to draw me to the cliff Just to push me off, Just to push me off [...]


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